What is Endometriosis...?...You ask?

In my opinion, as a victim of stage 4 endometriosis, it is a chronically painful, daily affecting, and life altering ....disease if that's the best term. It affects every aspect of my life, from big things such as limiting my employment and work abilities and endurance, altering huge changes in my personal and social lifestyle, right down to little things like each time I just want to go pee, and my tummy and guts hurt so bad, from my bladder being full, and then also once it's all released, the contraction of my bladder pulls on my internal stomach walls and anything its near, and that causes even more pain. Sometimes it feels like I can't win.

The other day, I truly felt levels of pain surfacing as my pain killers were kicking in more and more. As the harsh stabbing and sharp tearing pains were going away slightly and becoming more tolerable, I was noticing underlying pains that I didn't even know were there. Basically hidden beneath all my other daily pain, that it took enough of a knock out to feel numb enough to sense another feeling other than those familiar pains.

When I see my RMT once a week, there are times when my feet being massaged just aches and throbs with a dulling pain, yet compared to what I know about pain and have felt before...that dull aching foot pain almost feels orgasmic.

If you really don't know anything about Endometriosis, please Google it.